=(

being a form four student is so suckish..
my life is getting boring..
dah la i am so far away frm my darling=(
everyday i hav to study but ntg goes in my brain..
i rarely online..
sigh..
i cant even get to wakil in smtg..
i feel so useless

bla bla bla

ahha.. during maths period i was damn sleepy..
and i slept.. gac was teaching in front and asking question to the class..
gac asked a question to aween ( girl bsd me) but didnt ask me..
gac was such a nice soul.. she didnt disturb me sleeping..

jannah cant talk for two days bcz of her sore throat.. =(
there is no one for me to hav fun wit in the class.. sedihnya

skul is getting damn boring..sigh

why?

i feel damn bloody stupid..
i seriously got ntg to say..
tis is wat i get aftr wat i do..
i think i am repeating the same mistakes over and over again..
i feel like stopping it..
ERH!!!! erh!!!


there is no real LOVE in YOU!!!

the thing i am scared of

1. i am seriously scared of back stabber.. mainly if a friend does tat, i will totali be heart broken..
2. i am scared of darkness.. but i wont go shouting if the light goes of in sudden..
3. height..
4. theives.. i am scared they will kill me:/
5. .......

ADD MATHS

add maths menyeksa people reli badly..
add maths makes our brain go weeee!!
add maths makes us to think about it everyday..
it gives us no time to rest..
add maths make people sick.. e.g.. jess
add maths is killing me..
lets drop add maths!!!
boo add maths boo!!!

left one month and half

feel so terrible..
i am seriously sorry..
eventhough u r not reading it for now..
miss u a lot=(
i will wait

a good way to release anger

if u are reli angry at someone or smtg,
take a pencil and break it..
try it for three times..
if the pencil doesnt work,
go for the pen..
breaking stuff helps a lot actuli but dun break valuable stuff la..
pencil and pens are enough..

p/s: i am gonna miss kamal, jab, haziq a lot=(
all the best guys

i am in LOVE!!

i am in love wit jesse mccartney..

he is cute..

wit his green colour eyes..

go to tis web

:www.fanpix.net/gallery/jesse-mccartney-pictures.htm

u will melt by seeing his cuteness..

can i see him? :/

pmr.....

at last..
ITS OVER!!!
i am free..
but i am gonna die on the die i get my result..

btw i love boys like girls..
entah macam mana lynn n jess like tyson..
dah la muka hodoh...
bwahaha..
but their song r nice..

PMR!!

25 days more!!!
dying!! save me!!

.........

sad?
hapi?
piss?
dying?
tension?
stress?

karma!!!

karma, i guess tatz how they spell..
karma=> is the thing tat u get back after doing it to people..
i am dedicating this to some idiots or f*****...
itz bcz they dun understand n dun 'hargai' their life..
the karma will pay back for wtv u hav done to innocent people..
on tat time i will be laughing at ur face...
IN FRONT OF UR FACE!!!
get wat i meant?!?

life is hard

life is so so hard than how i expected..
it does not go in my way..
life giv me pressure,stress n fruss..
it is so hard to go on..
everyday it pun me on problems n pressure..
its reli so hard..

btw jonas brothers songs are making me to cry..
listen to shelf n a little bit longer..
seriously making me to cry..

saboing

wow..
it was so freaking fun..
lynn,me n jess was planning to sabo jannah,ashman n king for like 1 month kut..
actuli the whole thing was lynn's idea..
we planned to bring jannah to pondok by telling her tat jess dah faint..
but jannah didnt believe cz she expected tat all tis stuff is goin to happen..
there were few people who join us:-

^jet^
haha.. he kena flour and egg..
he do smell reli bad...
his face was covered wit flour...haha :)

*kamal*
sad.. he didnt reli kena anything..
he was keep runing when anyone comes near him..

!hari!
hmm, he kenala but a bit onli..
haha.. asalkan he kena
hehe

@kent@
he was so clean..
he tak kena..a bit of flour maybe..
tats all my eyes can see..

#sara#
she was the camera girl..

$andrew$
a bit of flour

-jabbar-
full of white hair..
haha

hmm,the birthday ones kena reli badly..
jannah was full wit egg,flour n 100 plus...
king=teruk than last year..reli bad..
ashman=haha... the phantom

lynn looked like a ghost...tepung hantu..haha
jess..didnt reli kena i guess..
me...egg,100 plus,flour,the ground..
i was rolling on the ground to escape frm jannah's hug..

And HAPI BIRTHDAY JANNAH!!
HAPI BIRTHDAY KING!!
HAPI BIRTHDAY ASHMAN!!
THE END

found back!!

my life came back to normal..
but it still hurts when u think about the past..
and i dun care..
the person who hurt me can go die now!!!
but there is still few people who does not like seing me hapi..
WTH la!!!
go and get yr own life la..
dun disturb mine...
u think i am sad bcz of u ....haha..NVR!!!
yr attitude is getting worse...
most probably there are no girls who wans u anymore..
u were lucky when u got me, but u threw me of juz like tat..
so bye,bye..
i am not gonna come back to u anymore..
i got my life..so DUN DISTURB ME ANYMORE!!!

WHY!!!

WORLD!!
Am i tat HAPI??
why r u doing tis to me...??
u take everything tat i hav..
everything tat belongs to me..
why!!
there'r more people who'r happier than me..
grab their stuff la
why me!!!!
u r so unfair...
PLZ PLZ giv me back my life...
i dun wan so much of hapiness..
i am juz asking a bit of hapiness..
u r giving sadness tat much..
u r making me to cry every single day..
or else LET ME DIE FAST!!!

i got nothing to say

i got nothing to blog n say, jannah..
i am so blurr..
no one can understand me..
no one noes wat am i going through..
it is reli irratating..
and sometimes it reli menyakitkan my hati..
HELP ME!!!
so P.O

never!!!

6th feb and 10th feb
tat is the day i will never forget in my life...
it will be in my mind forever...

!!!!!!!!!!

the dream boy of every girls....

i luv jesse mccartney...

he is howt...

totali rocks a lot..

my life...

my life is getting intresting n scary...
nvr know wat am i goin to face in the future..
to scary to noe..
but for now i reli luv my life...
onli certain people noe why...(hehe)