i am evonia

=(

2010-04-03T10:15:00.000-07:00

being a form four student is so suckish..
my life is getting boring..
dah la i am so far away frm my darling=(
everyday i hav to study but ntg goes in my brain..
i rarely online..
sigh..
i cant even get to wakil in smtg..
i feel so useless

bla bla bla

2010-02-12T06:59:00.000-08:00

ahha.. during maths period i was damn sleepy..
and i slept.. gac was teaching in front and asking question to the class..
gac asked a question to aween ( girl bsd me) but didnt ask me..
gac was such a nice soul.. she didnt disturb me sleeping..

jannah cant talk for two days bcz of her sore throat.. =(
there is no one for me to hav fun wit in the class.. sedihnya

skul is getting damn boring..sigh

why?

2010-02-11T03:03:00.000-08:00

i feel damn bloody stupid..
i seriously got ntg to say..
tis is wat i get aftr wat i do..
i think i am repeating the same mistakes over and over again..
i feel like stopping it..
ERH!!!! erh!!!

there is no real LOVE in YOU!!!

the thing i am scared of

2010-02-08T03:42:00.000-08:00

1. i am seriously scared of back stabber.. mainly if a friend does tat, i will totali be heart broken..
2. i am scared of darkness.. but i wont go shouting if the light goes of in sudden..
3. height..
4. theives.. i am scared they will kill me:/
5. .......

ADD MATHS

2010-02-03T07:11:00.000-08:00

add maths menyeksa people reli badly..
add maths makes our brain go weeee!!
add maths makes us to think about it everyday..
it gives us no time to rest..
add maths make people sick.. e.g.. jess
add maths is killing me..
lets drop add maths!!!
boo add maths boo!!!

left one month and half

2010-02-01T05:32:00.000-08:00

feel so terrible..
i am seriously sorry..
eventhough u r not reading it for now..
miss u a lot=(
i will wait

a good way to release anger

2010-02-01T05:19:00.000-08:00

if u are reli angry at someone or smtg,
take a pencil and break it..
try it for three times..
if the pencil doesnt work,
go for the pen..
breaking stuff helps a lot actuli but dun break valuable stuff la..
pencil and pens are enough..

p/s: i am gonna miss kamal, jab, haziq a lot=(
all the best guys

i am in LOVE!!

2009-10-25T21:53:00.000-07:00

i am in love wit jesse mccartney..

he is cute..

wit his green colour eyes..

go to tis web

:www.fanpix.net/gallery/jesse-mccartney-pictures.htm

u will melt by seeing his cuteness..

can i see him? :/

pmr.....

2009-10-13T04:10:00.001-07:00

at last..
ITS OVER!!!
i am free..
but i am gonna die on the die i get my result..

btw i love boys like girls..
entah macam mana lynn n jess like tyson..
dah la muka hodoh...
bwahaha..
but their song r nice..

PMR!!

2009-09-12T06:05:00.001-07:00

25 days more!!!
dying!! save me!!

.........

2009-08-21T01:32:00.001-07:00

sad?
hapi?
piss?
dying?
tension?
stress?

karma!!!

2009-07-01T02:50:00.000-07:00

karma, i guess tatz how they spell..
karma=> is the thing tat u get back after doing it to people..
i am dedicating this to some idiots or f*****...
itz bcz they dun understand n dun 'hargai' their life..
the karma will pay back for wtv u hav done to innocent people..
on tat time i will be laughing at ur face...
IN FRONT OF UR FACE!!!
get wat i meant?!?

life is hard

2009-06-03T03:31:00.000-07:00

life is so so hard than how i expected..
it does not go in my way..
life giv me pressure,stress n fruss..
it is so hard to go on..
everyday it pun me on problems n pressure..
its reli so hard..

btw jonas brothers songs are making me to cry..
listen to shelf n a little bit longer..
seriously making me to cry..

saboing

2009-05-14T01:19:00.000-07:00

wow..
it was so freaking fun..
lynn,me n jess was planning to sabo jannah,ashman n king for like 1 month kut..
actuli the whole thing was lynn's idea..
we planned to bring jannah to pondok by telling her tat jess dah faint..
but jannah didnt believe cz she expected tat all tis stuff is goin to happen..
there were few people who join us:-

^jet^
haha.. he kena flour and egg..
he do smell reli bad...
his face was covered wit flour...haha :)

*kamal*
sad.. he didnt reli kena anything..
he was keep runing when anyone comes near him..

!hari!
hmm, he kenala but a bit onli..
haha.. asalkan he kena
hehe

@kent@
he was so clean..
he tak kena..a bit of flour maybe..
tats all my eyes can see..

#sara#
she was the camera girl..

$andrew$
a bit of flour

-jabbar-
full of white hair..
haha

hmm,the birthday ones kena reli badly..
jannah was full wit egg,flour n 100 plus...
king=teruk than last year..reli bad..
ashman=haha... the phantom

lynn looked like a ghost...tepung hantu..haha
jess..didnt reli kena i guess..
me...egg,100 plus,flour,the ground..
i was rolling on the ground to escape frm jannah's hug..

And HAPI BIRTHDAY JANNAH!!
HAPI BIRTHDAY KING!!
HAPI BIRTHDAY ASHMAN!!
THE END

found back!!

2009-05-07T02:05:00.000-07:00

my life came back to normal..
but it still hurts when u think about the past..
and i dun care..
the person who hurt me can go die now!!!
but there is still few people who does not like seing me hapi..
WTH la!!!
go and get yr own life la..
dun disturb mine...
u think i am sad bcz of u ....haha..NVR!!!
yr attitude is getting worse...
most probably there are no girls who wans u anymore..
u were lucky when u got me, but u threw me of juz like tat..
so bye,bye..
i am not gonna come back to u anymore..
i got my life..so DUN DISTURB ME ANYMORE!!!

WHY!!!

2009-04-24T07:27:00.000-07:00

WORLD!!
Am i tat HAPI??
why r u doing tis to me...??
u take everything tat i hav..
everything tat belongs to me..
why!!
there'r more people who'r happier than me..
grab their stuff la
why me!!!!
u r so unfair...
PLZ PLZ giv me back my life...
i dun wan so much of hapiness..
i am juz asking a bit of hapiness..
u r giving sadness tat much..
u r making me to cry every single day..
or else LET ME DIE FAST!!!

i got nothing to say

2009-04-02T07:26:00.000-07:00

i got nothing to blog n say, jannah..
i am so blurr..
no one can understand me..
no one noes wat am i going through..
it is reli irratating..
and sometimes it reli menyakitkan my hati..
HELP ME!!!
so P.O

never!!!

2009-02-27T01:59:00.000-08:00

6th feb and 10th feb
tat is the day i will never forget in my life...
it will be in my mind forever...

!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-27T01:41:00.000-08:00

the dream boy of every girls....

i luv jesse mccartney...

he is howt...

totali rocks a lot..

my life...

2009-02-15T04:13:00.000-08:00

my life is getting intresting n scary...
nvr know wat am i goin to face in the future..
to scary to noe..
but for now i reli luv my life...
onli certain people noe why...(hehe)

do i...??

2009-01-15T23:00:00.001-08:00

do i ...?
i dunno....
can u tell me...?

skul....!!!

2009-01-03T21:11:00.000-08:00

skul is gonna start tomolo.....yay.....
but there is pmr waiting for me there.......
me wanna meet my frens....
long time no see...
today haziq n qhaikal acted so GAY...
haha...
danial ashraf frm 2 eps can be a gud saler...
shouting the whole day juz to sell of the things frm koperasi....
haha...

lalala

2008-12-18T23:54:00.001-08:00

damn bored.....

the naughty little CAT!!!

2008-11-30T23:32:00.000-08:00

yesterday i was goin to one place
i was goin there wit my sis n my mom
then as usual we stoped at the traffic light
then we saw a nissan sunny beside us
i ingat the car had break down..
then there was an indian guy helping the woman to fix her car..
after he open his car, i saw tat man keluarkan a cat from car's enjin..
i was like WTH...!!!
when he lepaskan tat cat, tat cat ran under my mom's car...
i was like shit shit...
then the indian guy ask us to move the car away...
when we gerak sikit we heard ''deck..'' then ''meow''
i was like omg the cat died...
then my mum parked the car at the side of the road...
then the indian guy came n checked where was tat cat....
he masukkan his tangan near the tayar n tried to take out the cat..
ewwww, wit blood...(i was thinking tat)
when he took out the cat i was shocked..
THE CAT WAS STILL ALIVE...
no injury, no blood...
i was like oohh ...
the lucky day for the cat..
but i thinkkan the cat try to bunuh diri...

nooooooooo.....

2008-11-24T22:27:00.003-08:00

nooooooooo.....

2008-11-24T22:27:00.001-08:00

SuCksssssssss.............

2008-11-24T22:26:00.000-08:00

everything sucks...
erhhhh.........

OMG!!!!

2008-11-22T02:00:00.000-08:00

last nite i dream tat i got my exam result..
when i saw the result i was gila terkejut...
it shows tat i am in 3 sigma...
oh noooooooo
i tak nak masuk 3 sigma...
i wanna stay in 3 omega..
i wanna be with frens..
pls help me..
i know it is all my fault didnt study very well..
onli this time pls...

GUYSSS!!!!!!

2008-11-13T20:42:00.000-08:00

why does guys dont understand girls feeling at all.....
they dont even care how girl feel like...
they think they are correct in everything tat they do...
WEIII....come onlah guys...
try to understand uslah...
u all juz give us everything tat we dun want at all...
u take away everything tat we need n give tat to someone else..
guys u think u can hav every girls in this world juz like tat....
NEVER....
DUN HOPE FOR IT....

sori to every guys if i hurt them...
i am writing tis after wat i have experienced...
i juz wanna lepaskan my geram...

lastly,
guys think before u do something..

frens........>.<

2008-11-13T05:34:00.000-08:00

i missssssssss my frens.....
nak jumpa...
tapi tak boleh....
hmmm....
i wonder do they miss me...???

hOLiDayS.........

2008-11-13T05:28:00.000-08:00

for the first time(i think) i agree wit dsah........
holidays sucks like shit......
trapped in the house....go no where
do nothing.......
but buat pun, doing the same thing..
i hope skuls are here but no studies... no teachers... no homework....
juz having fun...wit frens:)
freaking stupid holidays....

the last nite incident

2008-11-02T00:35:00.000-07:00

last nite i n my family went to fetch my sis at tuition.
on the way, we saw a man riding his motor at the side of the road...
taulah kan banyak penunggang motor..
but this one is different..
that motorist went unbalanced n flew of from his motor..
that guy guling-guling-guling n hold the road divider...
his motor went skiing till the middle of the road..
there was sparkling coming out when the motor skied..(dahsyat betul)
my dad said that he was going to fast on the road..
my dad stopped his car in front of the guy's bike (which is in the middle of the road..)
my dad parked there cauze he dun want people go bang the bike..
then that guy came n take his bike...
my dad asked him wat happen then he say''batu bang, batu''

THE END

the DREAM

2008-10-24T22:59:00.000-07:00

last nite, i slept beside my sis..
i dream tat my sis betrayed me in something(i cant reli remember)
in tat shock, i woke..
after i woke i saw my sis who betrayed sleeping beside me..
because she betrayed me in my dream, i punched her face cauze i cant stand it..
then my sis woke up n said''wat happen ,wat happen''?
actually she is not full awake.she is still in her sleep mode..
then i said nothing happen, then we continued our sleep..

24 oct 08 after school

2008-10-24T22:09:00.000-07:00

i went back home wit my sis after school..
usually there will be my grandma to open the door for us.
since my grandma balik kampung i hav to keep the house key.
after we reached our house,i used the key to open the house..
malangnya,i am missing one key...
so the akibatnya,i and my sis tak boleh masuk inside the house...
then i borrowed my neighbours phone to call my mum..
tapi my mum didnt pick up the phone..
then i hav to call my dad..
my dad said"i will ask your mum to balik rumah n giv u the key"
sambil tunggu my mum, we went to our neighbours house...
in my neighbours banyak gile kuih..
because my tangan gatal tak boleh tahan nak makan, i pun makanlah.
after few minutes,my elder sis n my mum arrive..
my mum brought some food for us to eat(yay ade makanan lagi)
then my mum said she dosent hav the house key.
i was like WTH..
my mum said she left the key in the house...
then we hav to call our dad to get the house key..
my dad said he will be there at 2.30p.m cause he got something reli important work to do(masa tu baru je pukul satu)
again i was like WTH...
my mum went back to her office cause she got meeting..
then i n my sis waited for 1.30 hours for us to get into our house...
kena seksa like shit ..
panas,boring,cant play pc, n etc
then my dad came n we dapat masuk inside the house..
the 2nd worse day in my life...

exam

2008-10-19T02:05:00.000-07:00

OMG..........
i am gonna sit for exam in 10 days..
i didnt even study anything
even a tiny little thing..
i am gonna die..
bye lynn,bye jess,bye jannah,and all my frens in 2 omg
i am gonna go 3 sigma next year..
uwahhhhhhh...

jannah's house

2008-10-16T00:58:00.000-07:00

me, lynn n jess when to jannah's house..
everyone went crazy when jannah open her pc..
lynn nak sangat chat wit the penang guy..
i dunno why.....
then tiba-tiba jannah's maid said to lynn
''jangan ambik lin dan.dia saya punya''
something like tat.
then around three i balik..
there is nothin for me to do there..

jannah tell to your mum tat i said tq..
she is sweet gilee.
i support lynn...jannah's mum is awesome....

I am evonia, or am i?

2008-10-15T23:51:00.000-07:00

i am evonia :)
WELL, DUHH.
if u don't accept it, get lost and make me toast ;D
i love lynn
i love jannah
i love je$$
and i love money $.$

$$$$$$